My heart hurts. I keep getting waves of sad crashing into me and it just doesn't stop. Oh I wish it would.
Fucking Valentines day is coming. I wish I was one of those girls that said, "I don't need anything" and meant it.
I talk about how much I hate the holiday but all I want is for someone to love me enough to want to celebrate it.
Last year I was in a meeting on Valentines day, flirting with a new love though text messages. I remember feeling like I'd never be alone again.
February 3rd. Logically I know its silly to have an "anniversary" but I just...wanted it so badly. I wanted to belong to someone and for them to belong to me. I was so sure.
I don't want to miss him anymore. My heart hurts.
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