Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Better off

I'm better off without him. I shouldn't miss him so. I look for him everywhere. He wasn't right for me. A million times I know. My heart still pulls for him to hold it.
I wish I could let go of him. Move on to someone else. But he loved me and I know its true. I'll never have the same again. I'm better off without him. I shouldn't miss him so.
He wasn't nice or kind in heart. He didn't understand. He treated me like no one. I begged for him to see. I loved the two of us so strongly but it want quite enough. I didn't know that love could lose.
I wonder where he is these days, I wish to see his face. I wonder if he'd smile at me or look away unfazed. I miss the way he touched me, the way he held me close. But he pushed more than he wanted me. I'm better off without him. I shouldn't miss him so.