Just don't be nice to me.
If you're nice to me than I'll think you care and when you eventually show me that you don't... I don't want to feel that. Not again.
If you're nice to me, I'll cry. And when I cry it makes me feel weak...I don't want you to see that. Not again.
Just leave me alone in my darkness. Don't ask me if I'm ok. Don't offer to sit with me or hug me. Don't touch me with your kindness or your hands.
Just let me feel this. Let me breath it in and fill my lungs with it. Let me drown.
Are you ok?
I'm ok. Sort of. I'm getting through the day.
Well I think you're a nifty person.
Even when I'm like this?
I know this isn't the real you.
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